I am weak, I am tired , and desperate
I try to find the end to this tunnel
But the darkness seems endless
I hang on to my last grip of faith
Not sure how much I can take
Before my body decides to break
I tried to make myself the man I thought you'd want me to be
I tried to shape (myself) into something you always wanted to see
I've done everything I can to try and make you proud
But it was all for shit and I've got nothing now
What is love? What is trust? And is it tied with blood?
You're in my veins
I've shed so much hoping you'd see me as enough
No longer will I beg
No longer will I plead
I will peel off the scabs from too much time on my knees
There's some things about you that I wish I didn't know
There's some lies about the past that you shouldn't have told
You're a liar, a poison, a venom,
Our ties, your hold, are now forever broken.
Do You really think that these shackles just won't break?
I'll be damned if I stay bound by these chains.
These stripes you left on my heart they won't ever leave
But that doesn't mean that i will continue to sit here and let you control me.
You were always everywhere but there for me.
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